Sejujurnya

Sejujurnya aku tak jujur
walau aku ingin jujur
tapi mengapa harus jujur
kalau jujur tak berarti

Tiap hari kuberkata
ada apa dengan diriku
mengapa aku benci
mengapa aku cinta

kala mentari bersinar lagi
menerpa angan dan rasa
setiap kata setiap rasa
mencari makna tak perna puna

kejujuran oh kejujuran
setiap waktu diperlukan
tapi kadang tak terkatakan
karena kondisi tak memungkinkan

(wakakakakak..... ini puisi tercipta sesaat saja saat stress melanda...big applause please)

he he he

Bingung au

Judul on dang adong hubunganna tu lagu ni Jon aliaman na mandok bingung ibana alana adong dua halletna. Alai dison au bingung taringot tu parsingkolaanku. Ai saminggu nai nama ingkon tuntas do tugas proposal skripsi alai mardua-dua do rohangku naeng mangarejohon i.

Ai aha ma tahe dohononku, alani sude on marasar tu sada hadangolan do. Adong ma dosenhu na tung mansai 'strick' ninna di bahasa inggris. Ai na toho hian ma au tingki i paserius hu mangarejohon tugas hi jala lupa ma au manghatai dohot dongan. Ai hu solsoli do di pudi ni ari boasa au pa jujur hu mambahen ibana dosen pamariksa tugashu alani sai saluhutdo donganhu manurat goar dosen na asing mamareksa tugasna be. 'Sial nai poang' inna rohangku do.

Alani i gabe roa ma dapothu nilai sian ibana jala ima bingkasna mambaen au 'down' jala manadinghon sude karejohu taringot tu proposal skripsihu.

Saonari adong do tutor hu mandok asa hupasidung proposal hi alani boi do au maju molo holan alani tugas na sambing i. Alai na maolan huhilala 'move on' molo ninna si bontar mata. Ai mardua-dua do rohanghu saonari las mambahen au bingung. Ai tumagonan do huhilala manjaha novel sian manjaha proposal hi muse. Ai boa nama on? saminggu nai nama.

Hutorushon do manang dang? boa nama on?

The Pearl Hunter by Kim Wilkins 2008

The story of 'the Pearl Hunter' is so amazing and touching. So much of natural beauty exposures and cultural differences' disputes. The sun set, the stormy seas, the waves, the trees, islands, ships, rocks, and mighty pearl that are all around make it more fascinating.

Yet, the various characteristics presented are well presented; how two frank opposite characters are contrasted. How dignity and propriety are considered highly possessed by the upper-class people. How the low class people would always be treated low and made to suffer all mistakes and be blamed for anything. This was a natural law of the cruel life back then.

How rich people raise their daughters to meet socially high status and be made to marry young rich men for social status. Yet, the daughters seem to understand the meaning of social life better than their parents for they love the men of their hearts not for their richness and status but gentleness and kindness. This drives their parents mad and furiuos.

Constance is a sample of a wise and knowledgeable daughter of a ship captain but fail to think of social status above all as her father demands of her. She preferes loving a man of simple and tender and wise and on her father service than loving a rich man. Constance love Alexander who she first saves on his way to find protection from his first employer. In return Alexander who fristly meets Constance on her kindness saving him and taking him aboard has ever since has a strong loving feeling to her.

Life was hard for Alexander but his meeting Constance brought him a precious life. Moreover since Constance loves him despite his no posession of wealth. Their love grew stronger despite the uncertain future of their love they know very well. Lucky that Constance has a stone heart that she quite inherited from her father that she could always ensure her father that she was doing the right and justice things.

Being in several adventures together, Constance and Alexander were tightly bound with a tender love. And the wise Alexander was very responsibel of whatever he did and made Constance's father's stoney heart melted to give him a chance to love his daughter.

It was a happy ending that Constance's father finally approved their love and gave them support for future marriage. What a lovely story of almost the picture of a true life. I like reading the plots of this novel and very interested in the stories. The way the mystery solved, the way the problems presented and solved, the way the love grows are all awesome. Well done KIm Wilkins! What a great novel!

This is a different Scott

I wouldn't have thought of that if not wondering around his name. During the class I didn't realize that he was the Scott for our module two lecture. I was still expecting the Scott from our first module. what a mess my mind was!

Quite a course!

I was glad that I read some of the required reading materials for today's course. I found this unit course interesting as well as very useful. I wrote down on my profile sheet that I would like at the end to be able to create a good worth implementing curriculum. I did mean it.

My lecturer was very kind and clever. He was good at explaining the lecture and patient enough to listen to students' views and comments. He didn't claim students wrong instead encouraged them to freely express their thoughts. I noticed that my lecturer was well prepared and much better from my previous ones, yet this was still the first meeting and probably it was too early to judge.

Overall, during the class, I was happy and could follow the flow well.

till next time

Wanna be the biggest loser?

What an interesting title when I saw the tv ad 'big loser.' I firstly wondered what that would mean? Had people already lost their mind of competing to be losers than winners instead? What on earth did it mean?

Finally, I watched the series and felt more to sympathetic than confused. Good for them who keenly tried to be the biggest losers, 'go on' I whispered almost to myself.

There were some couples of very fat people competed to lose fat or more appropriately to gain ideal weight. They did sacrificed many things from time, hobbies, habits, appetites, and so many other things I might couldn't imagine at the moment.

Congratulation for those who finally or could I say half the program, had lost up to 42 kg of their fat. (:

So, do you wanna be a big loser???

First day of first lecture

It's not exactly what I expected before attending the lecture, but to be honest it was awful and I was a bit lost during the lecture. I already read one very important article for today's lecture, the lecture slides and some hints from the unit guide, but from what I understood, it was a confusing lecture. I sometimes lost listening to the speakers' accent and words, most probably because they spoke real fast with some very often new vocabularies.

I could hardly understand the talk' ideas of the three workshop speakers, and I couldn't judge whether other students experienced the same as me, I kept silent. After an hour workshop, we proceeded to the lecturing room and were divided into three groups with different particular lecturers. It was obvious that the three group lectures were all about research, yet with their own very specific study. In my case, I chose the reading, interpreting and communicating research instead either t the qualitative or quantitative ones.

Time went so fast and the first confusing lecture finished earlier thirty minutes from the allocated time. It was quite benefited me because I could rush home for dinner and avoided getting home dark. Luckily, this autumn the sun really set around nine pm. The class dismissed after my lecturer, Mrs. Mary Lou gave tasks to do for the following meeting.

Though my first day lecture was not at all amazing but confusing, I could say it was because it was the starting point for more confusing lectures to come. So, I better keep myself aware and be ready for the coming lectures. I still remember filling the form my lecturer gave the class with a commitment to study more diligently and read a lot. I'd like to commit on doing that, I do hope and will really try.